Probably without dear journal skin anymore because i'll never be able to afford the ridiculous core membership, alright
Newsletter of my lief :
- I've made wonderful friends I can relate with reciprocally I kinda understand now what all these animus were speaking about for the past 10 years with the power of friendship. I'm experiencing for the first time the deep friendly love feeling and uwa
- We're setting up a local MOGAI organization and we were already given the task of planning the whole 3day-event around the international day against queerphobia on May, 17th. As we're all 20-23 and dead-unexperienced, it's ridiculously overwhelming.
- I've been drawing a bit and I'll send pictures of my sketchbook on my tumblr some day.
- Speaking about it, my tumblr is going to turn "nsfw" in a while. It won't be p0rn or guro so rest assured, but if you're under 18 you need to know this and perhaps unfollow it before it happens. It's not that active anyway so it should be ok.
- My webcomic : it has been on hiatus for quite the long time already. I can't wrap my brain into the concept of writting the scenario at all. Because :
- I'm struggling so hard with everything mind related, and even in life. I'm even off sick from work since december because I can't handle it anymore at the moment. Everything is overwhelming and.. I can't properly think at all ? Like, usually you have thoughts and you hear the little voice in your head, but there's currently absolutely nobody speaking in my brain most of the time. I'm on autopilot all day long and I've become even slower for doing anything at all. Meh. How are you supposed to write a book like this.
But it's daijobu because i've entered the safest environment ever with my MOGAI friends and i'm very loved and supported and I get plenty of hugs all the time, it's so new to me it goes right to my little heart.
I love them and I also love you all.
Stay safe and selfcare a lot !